Self Starter

The negative side to the Virgo [SHES.NU] I had sum time to think about what I have learned while I have been down here, and what is more negative than a Virgo.

The positive side about us is still the negative side about us, critical and looking at details is positive and is negative about us, we are the only house that our negative side is also our positive side, we have to take what is negative about us and make our positive out of that, there are qualities in us that we need in this realm of reality, the negative sides are things like nerves, positive nerves is being calm, collective and kool, negative nerves is shaking nerves that leads to worrying, squeezing your soular-plexus because you don’t want to feel like that no-more because you are going to kill sumbody because we like to make our thoths real.

We are always thinking, always analysing but it’s on a practical level because this is mutable earth, earth is thinking and practical and mutable is being able to adapt and change to your own or to other people’s ways.

So, we watch how other people get things done and will see how the Virgo gets things done, how things work and when we get down to it is by analysing in our head and this will come out in forms of criticizing, so when your criticizing others you are criticizing yourself, we go straight to the negative annotation of all circumstances or situations, your like, what’s the worse that can happen in this situation, we’re in this situation and what is the worst that can happen in this situation, these are thoths and Virgos make thoths real, because we are thinking and its practicality and practicality is based on the common senses and reality and the senses, taste, touch, smell, feelings+ we are making our thoths real and we are in the negative world and its already a negative situation, then they are like, lets put that negative situation into action now so we can get that out of the way, so that we can start cleaning up the details and stay working efficiently.

In a negative environment the Virgo is going to think this is the right thing to do and if it is a negative realm of reality which is negative, then they are going to do these things, they are going to make mistakes thinking this is how this should be done, things are like that and that is like this to apply themselves and they will come out with negative things to a point they might kill sumbody, jail-time, they will even tri and do negative things with other people so it becomes negative.

Virgos also have sharp tongues, we will cuss you the fuck out, fuck cutting you emotionally, our words can cut you physically, talk about what you are wearing, how you did sumthing and put it in such a wordy way that you will not like us for the rest of your life just because of the way you put the words together, a lot of the times you will think why does he or she even think like this, a real negative side to us is that we think, analyse and criticize so much that we think, analyse and criticize ourselves right out of the idea that made sense to the point that we start to look stupid to others.

In our heads we are like, yes I understand that but I’m trying to make sense out of what I’m thinking, and when we are talking about it, it comes out because we are ruled by Mercury, thinking out loud basically, most do this on the inside but we do this on the outside, we think about practicality, so if we are thinking about sumthing that doesn’t make sense and it comes out, to other people they will be thinking wtf is he or she talking about, but really these are inner-thoths coming out of trying to analysing the situation in different ways, its taken me many situations and experiences to ma’Star the rules that is to analyse inside and over rule Mercury [communication] don’t communicate it, Mercury shares air more than Taurus and Capricorn, we are way more communicative, we deal way more with words than the Taurus and Capricorn, Capricorn will initiate a nu practical way of doing sumthing, Taurus will stay fixated on sumthing and Virgo is trying to communicate the practically of sumthing, so we are not as stable as the Taurus and the Capricorns but we know how to analyse and to have ideas about being stable.

We come across that we are criticizing or being negative all the time or we are talking down about sumthing all the time, when really we are doing what everything that everybody is doing, having these thoths, good or bad and communicating them instead of holding them, Virgos cannot not express and not verbalise, its just not how we were built, we are an earth sign, we are communicative earth sign, so the instability comes out, we all know that 2+2= 4 and a Virgo knows this but will tell you it could be 5, the Virgo will rather express and communicate the practicality of it, while your like this man or woman is stupid, a friend calls and says I’m coming round in 20mins and we are going out, many will be like, sure, the Virgo will be like, my hair isn’t done, I haven’t ironed my shirt, I need to shower, the list will go on, we will criticize our way out what makes sense, this is negative and we can be deemed stupid, we are not stupid we are very smart.

We take concepts into broad realms of realities and we do this every-day, work, home, talking with others, the energy that is given off, I’m just trying to make sure, I’m just trying to confirm, lets get this out in the open, lets calculate how this works and to others they will be thinking what is wrong with this person, why is she or he asking me this question, you may give us directions and we will be like can you write it down and you might be thinking, I’m telling you right now the directions, we know but the Virgo wants to calculate and analyse, this can play out negatively to others.

We appear negative to others when really, we are trying to help you, we help you by criticizing you, shaming you to change you.

Double edged sword with the Virgo.

I tell you what we can do, they call us the Virgin, sex is the joining of two energies in its basic meaning, one energy to another, whereas we the Virgo [Virgin] is one energy creating an energy from itself, we are a poWRA-full energy, this is not about immaculate conception but the actual concept of immaculate conception, being able to come out of one energy without the joining of another energy, think about that, and that is only [god] like.
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 Virgos are very poWRA-full here on Ki because we are able to manifest here without having to add on to other peoples manifestations or other realms of realities, we are able to see how it works and create a mechanism on how sumthing works for ourselves, that is the learning process that Virgos have to go through in life, we are going to be seen has negative has you are coming up in life because on the ptah or road of getting to that point, your going to be criticizing and detailing and being cynical and over-worrying and being nervous to your surroundings until you get to that point, sum get there in one lifetime and others don’t, that is the poWRA you get by being the Virgin, male or female you can take a single energy and bring sumthing from it, Virgos can do this better than any other of the house signs but also comes out of fault, which is negativity.

Stay true to you.  

September souls [Ba] we birth souls, we realign wounded souls, strengthen the soul again, this house is called Virgo by the Greeks but is called SHESNU [SHES.NU] and Mason, Ma’sem by the KMT, Ma = Mother = Ma’other [Ma] Mama] Ma’AT and Sem [Son].

Know thyself. 

Aset and Heru

Mother and Child

the holographic image for the constellation Shesnu [Virgo]. 

Watch what is coming out of your mouth, watch the energy signature behind sh9t, language is limited and it is important to mean what you say, because its hard to mean what you say because the language that you are using is limited, you cannot fully express yourself to your full potential because of this language hence why we are forced to show through actions because this language is limited, this is not your language, that is why they say action speaks louder than words, but your actions are not speaking nothing but is making sones.

Dry Eyes

What is actually taking place when you cry [crystals], this can be a very poWRA-ful event within the matrix, why your crying will be on many different levels, different types of powers.

The way eye see it, it’s an energy upgrade and a spiritual [soul] cleansing, tears may come from your past and you won’t fully know why, clarity, in this moment in time, if you are activated [woke] and you are spiritual if you shed a tear in this moment they will be dealt with.

Many will come into your life and many will not know if they were to come against you or for you, these people may never know the impact that they had on you, manifestation comes out of this afterwards.

Purification, many have no heart or its frozen, you do, you chosen, think of this timeline that we are in right now, do you feel emotional, is Ki not emotional, we are communicating with one another, its another form of communication to the spiritual realm, communication to the universe aka Nun.

You can build your rainbow body through the sacred energy xchange and hold, do not make the exchange during the retrograde with anyone nu because Mercury retrograde rules over contracts.

Wombman are magnetic and you can pick up on the emotions and energy, you will retain his thoths good or bad, this applies to men also.

Watch your spiritual contracts. 

Hapi Nu Year [9/11]