Threads [cords]

You cannot cut the cords, no matter what you do, however there are cords that we create, creating and attempting to destroy a cord whether toxic or beneficial is expensive emotionally and time consuming.

We create cords when we decide to engage with certain people, when we go towards certain people, and there are cords that are created beyond our control for example for our own spiritual development and that are not within our control, there are many, many things that we can decide to do and the perspective that we take on doing these things, how we deal with our feelings and how we express our feelings, how we act, there is a percentage that is beyond your control that are put in place in order for you to experience certain things in order for you to grow and develop.

Part of your Ba [soul] contract was agreed before you came down here, no test to great, there is an era of mystery [myStory], an element of the unknown, that element of things that are beyond control that makes your experience down here what it is, so even though you have these elements that are beyond your control, that you cannot move or escape no matter how much you tri, the experience is within your control, there are just sum cords that you will never be able to cut, these people, thing, place, will surface from time to time has these cords just simply cannot be cut.  

Bio-logical parents, like recognizes like, there will always be a quest in that child whether adopted or not, the quest will always be there, bio-logical cord never servers, you cannot cut from the person that gave birth to you, the divine will always be there and you can return to the divine for she is always there.

You did choose you parents to come here to Ki, these cords to your parents can never be cut even of you do not check for them now.

Cords in relationships, there will be cords that you also cannot cut just because you feel like it especially when you have a child together, it won’t cut, if you had the relationship with no connection to the partner then there is not even a cord to cut, all you have is the attachment. 

Strive to do your best, keep on working on yourself and things will fall into place, you don't always attract these things to yourself, sumtimes these things are part of your ptah, which is still a positive thing, means that you can accomplish them this time round.  

We are on repeat mode, stuck in a loop, time is not moving forward but it is, the emotions are not shifting because of this loop, many are going through the same thing for the last 3 months+ the crown is heavy. 

The Sol Gatherer 

The notion of what you deem has [toxic] family members, this word toxic is a trend word out here in the matrix, toxic, yes there are family members that do negative things that may be physical, emotional and spiritually damaging to you.

Family dynamics and family means that you are forced to be connected with people that maybe you would choose not to, there are those families of course, who just get along fine, really, this extends to your outer family members, on a conscious level, these may be people that you would choose otherwise not to have contact with but you arrived in this family and you have to deal with the cards that you have been given as they have to deal with you also, as you are on a Sol level, you chose this family and they are part of your Sol contract, and they offer you experience has you develop on this plane.

You cannot escape from your family, no matter what lie you tell you will always be brought back to those that you were brought into existence with, those that impacted on you, why, because this is inherent because you wouldn’t be here without your bio-logical parents, so you cannot cut the connection because the connection was not established by you in the first place, so it is not yours to disconnect, your family relationship is not for you to cut because you were not the one who made the connection.

You can distract yourself and not think about them, but you cannot not erase them, only if they are [toxic] then you can stave your thoths over them and of course take yourself out of that environment, that type of action is appropriate.

There are times when you have a conversation and within that dialogue you will be brought back to them through memory, sumthing that triggers your thoth process, do you have brothers and sisters, even birthdays will all bring you back to a place that you are trying to avoid, even the best of liars have to distinguish the truth from the lie because this is how they know they need to lie, sumone I used to know couldn’t keep up with her lies, she forgot to remember her lies, its not about your parents, its not the lies that you have to say in order to keep up with this nu life that you are promoting, its really what is going on with you inside, we are looking at the inner portion to you, not the outer portion, you know what you are doing, we now need to know why you are doing so.

Gatherer

The sol gather is around, he or she is always near a family, he or she is a family member, this is a sol that reaches the family, keeps them together, I’m not talking about those that everyone is fighting for his or hers attention, not the one with money, they are the ones not holding the family together for their own purposes, not them, we are talking about the family gatherer, the gatherer may not reach out to you but when you reach out to them, they are always there for you in a non-judgemental way unless you need reminding.

When you give this example to sum, they try and fit themselves into this specification, when you tell sumone this, they say that they are the gatherer in their family when 99.9% they are not, many hold their family together because without them holding all the low vibrations, they would be nothing or have nothing, automatic social reflex, its me, its me, no it is not, you hear sumthing that sones [sounds] so good that you fit yourself into that categorisation because it makes sense and puts you in a positive light, the sol gatherer does not recognize rewards, does not recognize the spotlight or create an artificial spot in which to shine, many sacrifices and most of all, they do not choose this life, the work they do can be un-gratifying, they do not want the title that they are the bigger person when sh9t hits the fan, no, simple, simple guidance that is also very realistic.

For the most part the Sol gatherer does not even know that they hold the energies together, that they hold the Sols together, despite their own flaws, their own imperfections, that they will do what it takes to aid you reach your ptah, they rise to you, and all is kept within about you, the voice of reason is a position that one assumes, sumtimes great pain has to be sought, the pain goes hand in hand when a resolution is being sought, the silent worker is often working behind the scenes, remember, they don’t come to you, you go to them and the reason being is because their direction is what you value.

To the Sol gatherer, perfection is unattainable, the Sol gatherer at times never asks for a need or a want, you often go without, Nu is reading you, Ma’At is listening to you and IN.ANNA feeling you. 

 The Sol gatherer may not be a blood relative; they may be the Ka in the wind, the Ka in your Sol

 Conscious [Confucius] Konfucius [Kung-fu] Confusion.

Your Magi [melanin] aka NWN is alive and evolves.

Reflecting


Your childhood can affect your adult relationships without you even realising this, the different childhood scenarios, personality types go like this; the people pleaser, the child who experienced excessive punishment, the poor communicator the child who was subjected [sexual+] and the attention seeker [you again].