Baa Baa Black Sheep

The black-sheep of the family is obviously different from the rest of the family, why is that, when you agreed to come down here you also choose the family in which to be avatared into, [sum of you had to take the deal, time was short], if all the rest of your family minus you share certain morals, values or a way of doing things and you’ve always kinder deviated away from that or you cannot relate to the things that they are interested in or the way their mind works, then these are signs that you’re the black-sheep of the family.

You are rebellious, you don’t like this and that, you’re actually appearing to be rebellious because you don’t think the same way the rest of the family think and a lot of the times you will get picked on and picked apart by the rest of the family.

The black-sheep of the family are usually the most spiritual, the one that’s mostly creative and the one that turned out to be an empath [emotionally in-tune on the ptah, they are an Opener of the Ways, [EM-PATH], the one that’s most sensitive, you are the ones that usually go onto their spiritual journey and elevating spirituality.

You do have a very good chance with moving on with your life after you’ve moved away from your family and healing [time and space] and there is a very good chance that your family will remain the same for the rest of their lives unless there is divine intervention.

The family that usually gang-up on the black-sheep normally have a lot of deep embedded issues and what they do is they take the issues they have, that they’ve always had and transfer that weight onto the black-sheep shoulders, so, you will be blamed for everything that is wrong with their own lives, say they drink or smoke, they will blame you for the reasons has to why they smoke or drink, they will never turn inward and look at themselves, and face their reality, its your fault why I drink, you make me crazy.

You are the scapegoat, all of the families problems are put onto the black-sheep, the black-sheep tend to be traumatized has they grow up because of the things that you have to endure for their family and during childhood your emotional needs will not get met and depending on your house sign this can be a double-blow in terms of your emotional input that you received or didn’t receive, your need for protection, security, love, affection and attention, you will be deprived of those things.

Have you ever had your heart and emotions played with by your mother or father or both or loved ones, the person you loved only for them to manipulate your feelings and emotions and then reject you, when you grow older you will be actively seeking out those voids in your life [sun-mind].

Don’t think that once you cut them off that your work here is done, because now you will have a lot of limiting self-beliefs [self-knowing] that have been embedded into you by your family member or whoever it is.

You are the black-sheep, but guess what, it is you that has the most potential and the family or loved one(s) can see it and they don’t like it, why, because your potential reminds them of their shortcomings, so anything that they didn’t accomplish in life or overcome in life, they see that the black-sheep can get there from an early age and they can tell, this worries them and they will do everything within their power to bring you down and destroy you[soul] because they cannot allow you to be successful because they see that has a personal injury and so they try and protect themselves or protect their own feelings because they cannot face their own shortcomings.

So while you wear your title the black-sheep be aware that before you were even born, these people had problems, their problems are not yours, check it, a lot time these people have children to fix their own problems, like if they didn’t get enough love and affection from their parents [cycle] they have a child and the child is born and your not the child that they wanted you to be, you won’t be that child that goes along with everything that they say or doesn’t have a follower mentality, you don’t follow along and you ask questions, right then and there the parents or parent realises that this child that they want to mould or want them to fill my own needs or my own downfalls, they are not that now and so the parent(s) will bring them down, degrading them and setting the triggers within you off on purpose, antagonising you, this is their patterns of behaviour.

To know that has a child, zer0-nin9 that you have so much potential, everybody comes to this world with potential but has part of this matrix, the people who are supposed to guide you and keep you see that potential has a threat.

All your gifts get lowered by these parent(s) before you realise, they will cloud your judgement with confusion, they tamper with your energy fields, they will never applaud your achievements, I smile about things now because I’m past it but deep down inside I remember instantly when triggered.

So, black-sheep, there is nothing wrong with you, there is sumthing wrong with them, its very hard being a sane person in a sea of sh9t, which leads to the healing process.

First of all you need to get the fu9k away from them, whoever is bring you down, get away from them, it will be hard because they are your family and for sum that is the only love they know, get away from them as far as possible, cut all ties with them.

If you are young, save your money, move away and grow, limit the amount of time you give if you don’t want to cut ties completely and focus on healing yourself and not what has been done to you, because you don’t have time, these people are extremely damaged and broken people, everything that they are doing to you is on a subconscious level and they don’t even realise that they are doing this to you [that is not an excuse or a pass for you to excuse them]  

Its not uncommon to be dependent on your family, there is a western word called infantilize where an abused child will be stuck in a state of being a child even has an adult, you are meant to feel helpless, low confidence, this is so they can control an outcome and control you, living at home means they dictate the pace and settings, break the settings, break their programs.

Ask yourself, have these people got my interests at heart.

If you come from a place of great inner-standing has to why they did this to you then your healing process will be easier to recover to sum degree, remember they were broken a long time ago.

You can turn inward now because you have the potential to do great things if you continue to heal yourself, so coming from a great place of inner-standing, limiting yourself and rebuilding relationships or forming nu relationships with nu people who love you is important too.

Isolation will not help you, you also have needs, unless you are self-generative, yes most of your needs have not been met in childhood, only under these circumstances will you have to have your needs met, truth is, you don’t need no-one.

Laws Of Attraction, love will come your way once the healing has smoothed you out, self-love is going to attract others to you and other sources, self-love projects onto the world and comes back to you anything that you put out is a mirror and will project itself back to you.

Even right now, even if your self-love is not where its supposed to be there are many that love you right now, nurture those people and keep them close to you, build that relationship. 

You have to dilute a negative with a positive, the only way to remove a negative is with a positive.  

The wool from a Black sheep is just as warm.  

Hold you head up black-sheep and keep on creating, you would have artistry running through your energy, you are talented and creative in sum way, expressions of your potential, I can also bet my bottom dollar that you are also on your ptah-way [spiritual journey] stay on the ptah.

Combine your energies [potential] the black-sheep was put on Ki to raise the vibrational frequency of the planet and to inspire the masses, your mission and purpose, that is why you care so much, use your gifts, you enjoy your work, don’t let no-one dim your light, shine-on.  


A lot of people who are being activated now, you had pure love the whole time, your entire life, you were hurt badly many times before, many times, whether it was family members, close ones, people that you trusted in, you were hurt many times before, do not be in denial about what went on in your life, you know what you've been through, you went through that for a reason, there is a reason why you didn't connect with this system, embrace what happened, so what if you couldn't fit into a system so what, when realities kicks in, it will be them that have heart-attacks when the system goes down, when you reach your higher-self, they will know, know [believe] in you.