Rough + Tumble

You are not lacking any opportunities, your lacking expectations – the Universe isn’t on a budget, so why are you – most people are not broke financially, they are broke in expectations for they are constantly putting limitations on yourself

This plays out on limiting yourself and saying, I only need a little bit, I won’t ask for too much, its too expensive or that life isn’t for me – says who, how do you have mansion dreams with studio apartment beliefs

When you speak [throat Chakra] saying you want abundance out of your mouth but your actions are speaking scarcity – you may ask for more money but you are scared to spend £20

Depends on your environment when you were growing up and in your own life what abundance might look like for you, many times once you spent that £20 you didn’t know if it was coming back

What about when you were looking for love and when that sum one came around you would be dismissive and say, this is too good to be true

You want success and once success comes around you allow the ego to talk you out of it – your higher self [SAKHU] already gave you the assignment

When you come from humble dwellings, making choices, that energy follows you, when you have lived a certain way that stores in your body, your body is 72% water and this means it holds memory – memories of trauma and even if your circumstances change, this will always be attached to your sum how and this plays out in the way you are today, you may have £500 but more like you have £5 and that is because you still hold the memories the trauma of making £20 last you or you get the opportunities that you have been dreaming of and still turn around and say, what if I fail – what if you don’t – you could be blissed and despite this you grasp onto the one thing you know and that is struggle – because that is what feels familiar

It’s a known fact that no one is going to choose what feels good, they are going to feel what is known – because its comfortable, this is why many sit in the same cycles, same comfort zone, the same toxic relationships, the same family dynamics that keep hurting them time and time again

Conscious loves predictable even when predictable is toxic

You can pray for a new life but you can mentally be leasing the old one still

Its is your mindset that matters here – charging up your credit card is not what this post is about

Abundance is not money

The Universe does not turn you away or ever say, sorry me busy – she is infinite

Don’t shrink your dreams [visions] to fit your fears – stop asking for crumbs because you were taught to expect crumbs especially when you know you deserve the whole bakery – you do not get rewarded for accepting suffering

Life is not limiting yourself, its you that has been limiting yourself – have you learned how to receive

This is the next question you should be asking yourself, can you take praise, can you accept praise, can you – if you don’t know how to receive – how can you expect to 

So, let's think of CERN and TIME which spelt backwards TIME is EMIT and what do you EMIT - that is light - and light is information, its a frequency - right now you can not give an account for certain periods in your life where you have lost time, even a track I heard today on the radio the guy said was from 2008 - that was 18 years ago - the reversal of time meant the return of traumas and this meant reliving the experiences 'simulations' + people + things + places that you overcame

Sum thing was done to time and we were pulled back - not the 2012 [2021] 9/11 where they received 10 years or 10 minutes in their time machine, this one came around 2020 or 2021 or even 2023 - they pulled us back into those seasons and time and into people we had left behind, relationships+ the whole 9 yards, they came back - this last 5 months to the back end of 2025 for sum is the same breaking point they had reached - this return into time or being pulled back into time 

The heavyweights like PLUTO is forcing many again 

You can only get caught if you haven't forgiven those people and let go, sum of them are the ones holding you and is to why you still feel trauma - if you cannot forgive, let them go, if you feel you still have sum thing to say, say it or let them go, whatever is going on for you, drinking too much, generational curses, relationships+ whatever you still hold, if you cannot forgive, then let them go - sum of them still think they can reach you, bide your time until they contact you and let them know

Same people, same places, same environment, none of this can help you because your not the same person - did you know that - your in beast mode now - your more discerning now, you have gifts, you have connected to sum thing higher than what you were before 

You had an exit plan once before, you had exit strategies before and this took a lot out of you, so you may feel you don't have it in you this time around - this thing is in waves and last time is still this time

You see, she is thorough and wants us all to achieve, if we achieve, she achieves, whether we didn't all complete last time or that was a test or we need to do more or there are others still to comply 

You during this time have a required new knowledge, new ways of understanding, new strategies, new compensating measures, you have looked at this before, you have even thought since then of new ways to approach others+ point being, you were not the same person 6 years ago let alone 9 years ago 

Recognise the mistakes you made because you won't be doing that again, acknowledge where you went wrong and how to go right - whatever you hold in anger you have to let go and that comes with wisdom, that comes with a renewed attempt - you don't have to do f99k all for others, you serve yourself first and the rest will follow, let go for real for real

This Book of my life is done, its over - this Book of Life is done - your still here, this means you still have purposed - end games means end this game and you have the renewed knowledge to collapse this house - don't get caught up in the merry-go-round 

The world is conscious right now and this is on so many levels - the world is in sorrow [sorry] consciousness needs to be balanced and everyone is going through that cycle, healing and trauma at the same time - its the 'knowing' that is killing the system, its the 'knowing' that is killing you inside, its knowing the truth - but like that say, the truth shall set you free

INANNA [LILLITH] LALIBELA 

Whether systems are increasing - in the USA they have or had FEMA but you have FEMALE both are organisations set up in the event of a disaster = DIS-ASTER [ASTER] means STAR

ISHTAR [ASHTEROTH] ISH-STAR [FEMALE STAR] STER [STAR] DISC + STAR

STAR meaning disaster was taken from ISHTAR whose name is IN.ANNA - ISHTAR 'WAR + DISASTER - an occurrence causing widespread destruction and distress, a catastrophe

ISHTAR along with NTR is tearing this dimension a new asshole, when you hear the words, god is angry, that god is ISHTAR which is her Babylonian name and IN.ANNA [Sumer] which translates Queen of Heaven and Earth - she is Universal Mother [MA] and she is pissed

NTR is shutting down this dimension [LAW] LAND AIR WATER 

As above, so below, thy body be thy temple - your body is charging, your body is upgrading, ascension symptoms - 

This is the 3RD message left in 2026 

UK hottest day for nearly 80 years [77 years] and the same number is when the rulership ended in 2012 [2021] which was 80 years - PLASMA 'FIRE' [UV] the 'heat' as been rising from 2020 

Call it a heatwave - the SUN is trying to kill you - you need MELANIN to absorb the energy, if not you will pass out - it is going to be the hottest day of the year multiple times this week, the last time they said it was going to be the hottest day of the year was in 2023, that was only 2 years and 5 months ago

UV index is 11+ extreme, we are hitting 22+ if not more, double - PURPLE  

We are in an ending cycle - keep this in mind 

This never gets bored, it says this upload was uploaded 13 years ago - that standby position, the symbol, it was alerted to the humans and their underwater machine and cam in closer - the alien invasion already happened, they had you looking up at the SKA when all along they were already here and in the water 

Men, I mean your scientist do not know what it is and this upload is probably posted around the same time - man insists he knows everything and you do not 

There are different beings here, sum are from Hitler who he exchanged humans for technology, sum beings are from Ashtar Command, we are not with the Greys and Reptilians, sum of these crops circle messages are for them and other land based beings, sum of the footage can be disputed but eventually you will come to the conclusion that we have never been alone, you have never been alone, they have already been here before you and that the invasion already happened  

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